The voices in your head that keep tormenting you, day by day, hour by hour, second by fucking second.
“Stupid/ugly/stupid/bitch/stupid/fat/:/stupid/baby/stupid/loser/stupid/lost”
They speak words that control you. When you look into the mirror, they appear. When you nearly take a bite out of…
Put on my bikini for the first time this season. So frustrated. I’ve been working for months and months to have a body that for some reason I may actually like…but what’s new? Nothing. I hate my body and how it looks in anything…why should a bikini be any different?
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Edit by Nikki
Gained some weight back when I started recovering. Now I’m having terrible thoughts and going to bed crying everynight. You can hardly see my hips and ribs anymore…I know I need to recover, but I hate what’s coming with it.
Can I please just be skinny?
